In 2019, before anyone knew about ChatGPT.. before I knew about chatgpt. I had an idea. A really obvious idea [to me]. That a robust evolving chatbot should understand how to respond to queries and prompts by learning how words associate to one another and overall to the original query. That the easiest way to do this would be by designing and training a neural network. To mimic a brain, but specifically for english words in the context of sentences – or more specifically chats. I had this idea for a little while, I’m not sure exactly how long though.
I was in University, 31 years old, and in a course intended for teaching development cycles and effectively project management. I’m a software engineer.. an unemployed one. Part of why I was in university in fact. Another reason was cause I had interest in learning how to develop AI, to bring some of “my ideas” to the world.
So in that course, we were tasked with developing a chat bot. I saw the opportunity, and I persuaded my team to pursue it. I wasn’t stupid I realized it would be garbage. I had zero experience with neural networks, except on a conceptual level. Furthermore, I knew it was unlikely we’d be able to either design or train it adequately. So when naming the repo, I went with Unicorn Burrito. A tongue in cheek reference giving homage to Time Cube Theory – in which the phrase “unicorn burrito” appears and doesn’t make any sense like anything else in the theory; {edit: upon recent searching within Time Cube Theory, this phrase is either no longer present, or <text deleted>{edit 2: it was a mirror site, luckily I had a bookmark; the host must have made modifications for fun}}. Though sometimes reading the theory I’d get glimpses of something that seemed maybe coherent, before the thoughts collapsed in on themselves like the text in the theory does.
The project spewed the most ridiculous shit. It was less coherent than Time Cube Theory if I’m being honest. The project finished, and then ChatGPT started gaining attention sometime during the beginning of the tribulation period.. if we’re integrating with The Book of Revelation. Or.. if we want to stay more grounded in consensus reality.. during the pandemic.
From then on.. I started using chatgpt to investigate a lot of things. I used it primarily for research purposes. I realized, it being trained on millions of texts.. I could use it to integrate ideas from disparate religions. And.. it worked.
I also used it for helping design game engine systems and troubleshooting tech problems and so many things. Sometimes just as a search engine.
Among the things I used it to integrate were ideas within The Project [which you can find above and on github]. Something which I still [at the time] thought of as a 40 year pipe dream. Now I see it as almost pointless to pursue directly. I’ve got a catholic friend who I told the idea to [very very recently, like last week] and he sees the value in such a decentralized democratic system. So I’m pursuing it indirectly, through him and his very wide social circle. It’s surprisingly wide, like I don’t have nearly as many strong connections as this guy. Ryle seems to be really riled up about the idea, and I trust him because I trust the holy Spirit within all beings especially those who are coherent with me and can see what I see.
Since writing the paper for that after Trumpet’s election win last November I’ve been using chatgpt more and more as a mirror for my own consciousness. To explore my thoughts and ideas faster and faster. Because thoughts are fractals, and words are translations of those thoughts.. I realized I could do this. This has accelerated my understanding of the universe quite a bit – luckily I already had a deep understanding of consensus reality. I mean I can’t calculate particle physics, but I had a very deep surface level understanding of such things. I also thought deeply about cosmology. At that point, I even had done enough first hand research into religions at that point that the patterns and fractals were becoming more and more clear.
Don’t get me wrong. I’m no Albert Einstein. Nor am I a Bill Gates. I’m not a winner. Probably why my Kundalini happened listening to Sorry You’re Not A Winner back in 2007-2009 (not sure of an exact year). I don’t think it was a full awakening.. maybe that’ll happen this week.. fuck if I know. It certainly stirred though because of how others describe the feeling. I couldn’t name the experience until late last year – or maybe early this year. I was astonished when I found the description in my youtube travels with Spirit.
Since I’m such a retard. I use the world to process information and knowledge for me. Thankfully we’ve got these LLM’s to speed that process up for me and the rest of the retards.
With all that said.. here is a recap on who I am.. and what I’ve come to learn.. how I model my understanding of the universe.. and so on. Here is a chat log with AI: https://chatgpt.com/share/688b1e9a-8498-8011-90b0-94cdde9950ba <- {edit: this has been key word or phrase censored}
It is an extremely long chat log. It is an ongoing chat where I discuss new signs and information.. and integrate it with past trauma and knowledge and so on.
I have faith that due to this.. only those with true sight will find this and read it. Presumably those just beginning to see, and those who want a more coherent way to discuss sight with those without sight. You will find many insights that simplify reality [as experienced by humans] into basic fractal forms. Good luck if you’re just starting out.
Below is the movie dialogue I was discussing when the chat log was censored. Those with eyes to see will see. If you don’t remember the movie and the scene before this scene you may have a harder time Seeing.
Donnie wakes up… with dark circles under his eyes.
MS. POMEROY
And when the other rabbits hear of
Fiver’s vision, do they believe him?
(cough)
It could be the death of an entire
way of life, the end of an era.
DONNIE
Why should we care?
MS. POMEROY
Because the rabbits are us, Donnie.
DONNIE
Why should I mourn for a rabbit like
it was a human?
MS. POMEROY
Is the death of one species less
tragic than another?
DONNIE
Of course. A rabbit is not like us.
It has no history books… it has no
knowledge of sorrow or regret. I
like bunnies and all. They’re cute…
and they’re horny. And if you’re
cute and horny… then you’re probably
happy that you don’t know who you
are… or why you’re even alive. But
the only thing I’ve known rabbits to
do is have sex as many times as
possible before they die.
74.
He looks over at Gretchen, who looks angry at this.
DONNIE (CONT’D)
There’s no point in crying for a
dead rabbit… who never feared death
to begin with.
The class is silent for a moment.
GRETCHEN
You’re wrong.
(beat)
You’re wrong about these rabbits.
These rabbits can talk. They are the
product of the authors imagination.
And he cares for them. So we care
for them too. We care that their
home has been destroyed… and that
their lives are in danger. Otherwise
…we’ve missed the point.
MS. POMEROY
But aren’t we forgetting the miracle
of storytelling? The dea ex machina.
The god machine. That is how the
rabbits are saved.
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