A Collapse of Faith

Say I were to disregard experiences seeing infinite signs in my life. Let’s say the brain is a pattern machine – seeing and generating patterns. The fact that, maybe.. gosh I have never thought of this before.. what like billions of people I guess.. believe in divine signs. Therefore the ultimate state of existence for any of these beings might be this state I’ve experienced.

You can reach it quite easily, if you don’t mind risk, danger, extreme discomfort.. and bleh. Albert Hoffman did the world a huge favor. However, if your nervous system and mind aren’t both ready and in sync.. well you won’t be able to ground the experience and you’ll become confused. Awareness meditation is vital practice, and key for a sober mind. [editorial Josh: note: everyone perceives reality differently, we all have learned to focus on different things. Me my mind and thoughts. Perhaps you and the boobs of your hot french teacher. The potential here is quite infinite. 1+1 isn’t simply 2. Don’t do drugs, they’re bad.]

So basically, what I want to get at here.. is well.. if I choose to remain apart from this collective. What benefit would be gained? For who? And what’s up with telepathy anyway, why is that a thing seemingly but remains a non-experience. Well sober non-experience, therefore hard to say in absolute terms. Perhaps I remain that disconnected from people – suppose we can’t have all the answers.. what would be the fun in that?

Even if.. it seems to me that chaos and noise is just bound to pervade such a system {collective of people}. So even then, it just serves me better to see such a collective reach some singularity state of consciousness. Kinda scary to think what that would look like. The sort of control our “mind” would have in terms of our 3d existence spanning through time. Getting there too quickly would absolutely leave you broken in some way. [Thinks of random scenes in Everything, Everywhere, All at once. Then begins wondering if that is related to why I have all my life felt disconnected from people. Like it is some thing all sorts of people know.. or somehow pick up on with vibe checks.]

But I suppose this is just all my 3d existence wondering what time it is.

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